I've returned from an enjoyable weekend in Vermont. I drove out there on Friday. On Saturday, I did a "trip within a trip" and drove from South Strafford in Vermont down to Cambridge, Massachusetts (I always spell out American place names for the benefit of international TOP readers) to visit my mother in the nursing home where she has been for years.
The visit was marred because I lost my camera. My much-modified Sigma FP-m monochrome that I kitted out and customized to my liking and for my purposes—gone. Halfway through the day in Cambridge it disappeared—misplaced, left behind, snitched or stolen. Who knows.
The weekend visit was to the home environs of my very dear old friends Jim and Becky in South Strafford. I've written about them before, but not for a long time—not only are they among the people I love the most of all the people I have met or known in my 68 years of life; not only are they remarkably interesting, thoughtful, wise, humane people; but they live a rich and different life, one that is close to being emblematic of a dream for many city-dwellers. They live in a solar house on one of the oldest continuously-operating land co-ops in the United States, on the back side of a high ridge, up a long dirt road that for most of its course just goes up and up and up some more. The co-op is called Blue Moon. They designed and built the house themselves (I gave them a week's work on the house as a wedding present), 24x24 and three stories. The design, mainly researched and drawn by Becky, has proven over the years to be really excellent in many ways; it's intimate, flexible, with excellent light and ventilation, and it somehow manages to comfortably accommodate them, and previously their now-married daughter, in addition to 6,000 books. That's about the size of Thomas Jefferson's library, which was purchased after the War of 1812 by Congress to form the core of the Library of Congress. The porch where we ate all our meals, with its spectacular views entirely of wilderness—you can see sixty miles on a clear day but zero signs of civilization—is simply one of the nicest places on Earth to be on a Summer's day. Such a beautiful spot.
And this visit, two new additions—an electric car (theirs is an Ioniq 5) and a shower for the first time—
Jim says most of their guests are skeptical of an outdoor shower before they try it, but then, after they experience it, they love it. True for me! It's surprisingly delightful. Like standing under a waterfall in the Garden of Eden. It's easy to get the perfect temperature by turning the hot lever all the way on, then adding cold as desired—it's so easy and simple I'm half tempted to convert my shower at home to simple ball valves (the lever-operated shutoff valves you see on copper plumbing pipes). Jim and Becky are the last house on the road, so it's very private—nothing but woods beyond. Critters are the only peeping Toms. There are daisies by your feet. A couple of honeybees buzzed past on their way to the goldenrod a few feet away, a goldfinch flitted around, and in the basement window (the one with the reflection in the picture) a spider was busily building a picture-perfect Charlotte-worthy web. They do have to keep the soaps and shampoos inside. They left them out at first but a bear got into them. Using toiletries with a lavender scent helps, because bears don't like lavender. But as a silver lining, you no longer have to open the shampoo—just squeeze it, and the shampoo coils out of a hole made by the bear's tooth.
It's only for the temperate months, though. In winter the pipes would freeze. So there's a showering season at Blue Moon. For the intemperate months, they have one of those old-fashioned ball-and-claw foot bathtubs in the main bathroom upstairs.
A senior moment to end all senior moments
I'll post more about the trip in days to come—there's much more to tell—but since I opened the door I'm not going to leave you in suspense. Just around the corner from Sancta Maria Nursing Facility, the old-age home where my mother is, what should I drive past but Digital Silver Imaging, a photo lab we have some history with. I had forgotten they were in Cambridge, but there they were. They're now a full-service printing lab, but they were originally famous for making silver-gelatin B&W prints on traditional paper from digital originals, an unusual capability for a lab and something they still do. I had some administrative details to figure out before I could get into the Nursing Facility, so I backtracked to stop in at DSI. Unfortunately, they're closed on weekends, but the door said "Or by Appointment" and gave a phone number, so I called and left messages for DSI proprietor Eric Luden on the two lines.
On Monday, heading back home in the car, I waited until I was on a mountaintop so I could get good signal, and called DSI—just following my footsteps to see if there was any chance I had left my camera at the nursing home, at Chipotle, at DSI, or any of my other stops on Saturday. My next step was going to be to file a police report with serial numbers and begin searching to see if the camera would show up for sale in eBay or Facebook Marketplace listings. It is a pretty unique camera! Incredibly, a DSI employee named Joe had arrived to open the shop that morning and had found my camera sitting on a ledge outside the door! I guess I must have put it down to call. But they have it, and will be shipping it back to me as soon as we work out the logistics. It survived two whole days outdoors in plain view of a pedestrian sidewalk only a couple of yards away, in Cambridge, one of the busiest suburbs of Boston. Amazing. So on the one hand, I'm an idiot, and on the other, I'm as lucky as can be. I managed to get the Pentax pass-around equipment insured, but I didn't think to have my own equipment insured at the same time.
I have no idea why I would have taken it into the lab—I'm usually quite comfortable leaving it in the car—and why I would not simply have slung it over my shoulder to get my hands free to make those calls. That's my habit. Or why I would not immediately have retraced my steps to try to track it down as soon as I realized it was missing. I guess I was feeling emotional, distracted, and upset about the imminent prospect of seeing my mother, who is in truly tragic and troubling condition. I'll write a post about camera-carrying hygiene, next.
Mike
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Featured Comments from:
Eric Luden: "Sorry to have missed you Mike, but so glad your camera was still here. I hope to see some of the files from that Sigma Monochrome—let's make a new silver print and a follow-up story! All's well that ends well. My best regards."
Greg Heins: "I left a camera of similar value on a park bench in Boston several years ago after a total-waste-of-time conversation I hadn't wanted to have in the first place, so I completely understand what emotional consternation does to our rational side. Similar end—a worker in a nearby shop noticed the camera, took it in and left a note on the bench telling me where to come for it. It was two days before I even realized I'd lost the camera and went back to the bench!"
Greg Bolarsky: "You should be a mystery or thriller writer. Excellent job of creating narrative tension, with a satisfying outcome...just don't do that again! You also make me feel much better about my own ever-more-frequent senior moments."
Benjamin Marks: "I can feel the sweat cooling off my forearms having read how the story ended. Hate losing stuff! Brings to mind the Elizabeth Bishop poem, 'One Art.' Perhaps I should be quoting All's Well That Ends Well instead: 'Our remedies oft in ourselves do lie / Which we ascribe to heaven.'"
J D Ramsey: "For many years one of the great pleasure of the Jersey Shore was homes with outdoor showers. It’s hard to explain the charm—maybe it’s just taken a shower where the sense of the outdoors is so freeing, even though you are typically in a wood-sided enclosure with no roof. I’ve never heard anyone who has tried who didn’t find it wonderful. (And you can throw the kids fresh from the sandy beach in there before they get in the house.)"
Kristine Hinrichs: "What great news that your camera was found. One thing I do with my cameras is to make sure that the first shot on any card is of my business card, figuring it can’t hurt and might help. Now that there are Air Tag clones the size of a credit card, we can hope that soon there will be tags small enough to stick on a camera—or they integrate the tech with the SD card."
Bob Keefer: "Wow! Your camera experience denotes very good photographic karma. I'm (mildly) surprised you don't have your gear insured (but of course, I don't either). Very cool your camera survived two days in an urban setting. The closest I've come to that was about 20 years ago. I was working with a photographer on a set of newspaper stories in the eastern Oregon desert country, with a local postmaster as our guide. After three long days together, we all had a late lunch at the little café in tiny Fields, and then set off on the 300-mile drive back home to Eugene. When we got back to the city that night, Larry, the photographer, realized he had left his camera bag full of gear at the café. I told him I thought all would be all right, though I didn't fully believe that myself. But when I called the postmaster the next morning, he said the café owner had given the camera bag to a cowboy driving north to Burns, where the post office was. The cowboy dropped it off with the postmaster, who packed it carefully and shipped it to us in Eugene, no charge.
"Sometimes life offers grace."
James Coleman: "My heart stopped when I read you'd lost your Sigma and I'm so glad it was found. As someone who hardly goes anywhere without one, I've found constantly carrying a camera makes me less likely to forget it as I've grown accustomed to their weight on my shoulder. The times when I've almost lost it were always after I'd gone without it for a spell. I'm convinced, though, it's only a matter of time before I lose my phone. I can't tell you how many times I've gotten out of my car and left it in the phone holder. Congratulations on your recovery!"
Farhiz Karanjawala: "Well, we're two lucky as hell blokes."
Mike replies: That's a lovely story, Farhiz, and well written and presented. I enjoyed that, even if it struck a little too close to home.
John Shriver: 'Well, DSI is around the corner from Sancta Maria, but it's in Belmont. Belmont is quite 'tony,' so I'm not surprised your camera was safe there. Interesting that you had no comments on making a road trip in an EV."
Mike replies: Only because I didn't. I took the older ICE Acura. I've only had the EV a few days and I don't feel I'm ready to make my first long trip yet. I plan to make a few shorter trips first, after I get, ahem, my apps in order and have made a few fillups at DC Fast Chargers (the first try was a disaster—I got charged $69 for 30 minutes' charging). I'm not even up and running on the MyNissan app yet, so I have a ways to go.
James Bullard: "You have my sympathy regarding your mother's condition. My mother spent the last six or seven years of her life in a supportive living facility. She had progressive dementia and, for the final four years, did not know me. When I would go to visit, she would repeatedly ask who I was. Such things make for an awkward end to one of our most important life relationships. Take care of yourself."
Mike replies: Indeed. And thank you, James. My mother is considered to be nonverbal, but I got several dozen words from her. Grateful for little gifts.
Hme Mike. I wish my life was as complicated as yours is. I'd have lots of material to write about!
Posted by: Richard Tugwell | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 12:19 PM
Great story! What a senior moment !
Bill
Posted by: William Giokas | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 12:48 PM
A lot to absorb in this post, Mike. Sorry about your mother's state. I'm happy that you've discovered the joys of outdoor showering (I would love that but the neighbors are too close right now...). And best yet, happy that your camera was found and you two will be reunited! Wow--that is definitely a senior moment!!!
Posted by: Jim Kofron | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 12:49 PM
I now keep a list of stuff I keep in my camera bag when I go out on photo safaris.
A few weeks ago I lost a light meter. Yesterday I lost an Arca Swiss plate (despite having my untrusty trusty list).
At least I managed to acquire excellent photos during both outings.
Posted by: Bob Rosinsky | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 02:23 PM
You're not alone, Mike, leaving cameras behind. Many years ago, I left my Leica M3 at a cafe in Greenwich (the London Greenwich). Fortunately, the lady who had served me noticed the camera on the table and came running after me with it. I've not had any near misses since then and the M3 came with me to Zambia.
Posted by: Richard Alton | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 02:44 PM
Unfortunate to hear of the Sigma going walkabout. Perhaps it is the impetus for you to get the Pentax K3 III Mono, as it would likely be less expensive than getting another Sigma and modifying it. And I would assume streamlined workflow is guaranteed.
And if you get the Pentax, it will cause Ricoh to release a GR Mono in the 40mm equivalent lens right after.
Patrick
Posted by: Patrick Perez | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 02:58 PM
I suppose I should read to the end before posting.
Maybe some Apple Airtags are in your future? They're getting heavy discounts right now, it wouldn't surprise me if new version may be on the horizon.
Patrick
Posted by: Patrick Perez | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 03:04 PM
Well Mike I can wholly empathise with you on your camera moment. October 2008 touring Southern California by myself in a rental 1972 VW "Microbus" ( re- Arlo Guthrie -Alices Restaurant) BTW I am a Brit on holiday,
I pulled in a camping place in Mammoth Ski Area late night. Woke early sat on a bench took some photos and drove into the main drag for some breakfast. Always carrying a camera even to eat, walking a few steps after locking the bus something felt weird, no pressure on my shoulder no camera. It is a hollow feeling inside, blind panic surfaced and a disbelief in ones own stupidity turned to anger at oneself.
A quick turn around , jumped in the bus and raced into the stop over. Only 8am, I had been the only one staying there that night.But still racing around my head were scores of people waiting to pounce on their good luck find.
Joy of joys there it was my Panasonic DMC L1 / ED 50mm Zuiko. (one for the kids to look up) still on the bench.
I could not move from that spot for an hour gripping that camera and vowing never to go through that again.
So, Mike the camera gods were with you on your trip as they were with me on mine all those years ago.
Sometimes it is YOUR day treasure it and learn.
regards
Posted by: martyn elwewll | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 03:06 PM
As a professional writer, I found the structure of this post to be quite interesting. You announced in the second paragraph that you lost your much-loved and -modified camera, then you go on to the visit with friends with no rending of garments, no sackcloth and ashes. Color me intrigued by the lack of emotional response to this loss. Then, of course, the suspense is mostly resolved when you learn the camera was found and will be returned. I say "mostly," because it's not yet in your hands.
Posted by: John Camp | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 05:33 PM
That was a roller coaster! Glad the camera is well and on its way back to you.
I am sorry to hear about your mother. I wish I had some strong and meaningful words of comfort to share, to take some of the burden off your shoulders. I can only say you are not alone. Be well.
Posted by: Chris Koerner | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 06:18 PM
Just glad you got the camera back- I literally have nightmares about it!
Posted by: Stan B. | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 06:23 PM
Hmmm... I've seen a picture of your camera, and I'll bet that nobody even knew what it was.
I'm glad you got it back -- it was a punch to the gut to hear that it was gone!
I find that I need at least one good road trip a year, and this post reminded me that I haven't taken one yet.
Posted by: Rick Popham | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 08:44 PM
Lovely account of your visit to a beautiful place in VT. I just have to jump in with some safety concerns. In a shower, one should turn on the cold water first, and then temper with hot. There are places where the hot will come out steamy and scalding. Not in your friends' place, but much of safety is good habits.
Posted by: Phillip J Stiles | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 09:04 PM
Well that ended well! So happy you got it back.
Posted by: Rob de Loe | Tuesday, 12 August 2025 at 09:08 PM
The person who found your modified Sigma must have thought that it was broke since it only produces black and white.
Posted by: s.wolters | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 05:46 AM
If your camera was not found, what would you replace it with?
[No doubt the donated Pentax Monochrome that is now making the rounds of 5 readers. —Mike]
Posted by: Richard Alan Fox | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 07:13 AM
Glad you have not lost your camera!
Posted by: Dave Karp | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 09:40 AM
FYI - at least for me, there is something wrong with your website. I am getting code or an outline and no graphics when I go to your blog.
[Usually, these things are at the level of your ISP and resolve themselves after a little time has passed. Try again in 6 hours or a day and it will probably be back to normal for you. —Mike]
Posted by: Edward Taylor | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 11:46 AM
Sheesh, 15 column inches of feeling really awful for your loss of camera until the wonderful and so unlikely happy ending. Now, just senior-moment awful. I can identify, having left a camera in the car in plain sight a couple times. Luckily still there upon return. I've since added a low profile hook to the center of the dashboard and the camera hangs there with the strap draped where it cant be missed when I get out. Working so far for this 71 year old.
Posted by: David Stubbs | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 05:04 PM
Sorry to hear about the loss of your fave customized monochrome camera. It's an awful feeling. Words cannot describe and all consolations are mere "lip service". At times like these, we move on and still live life.
Posted by: Dan Khong | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 05:16 PM
What's the most surprising thing that you've discovered that your Panda can do?
Yesterday I discovered, after six months of ownership, that my Subaru Outback has an extra hidden button on the tailgate. You can program in a code that lets you unlock the car with that button whilst the car disables your keys, so that you can safely lock your keys in the car.
Presumably for would be nudists?
Who thinks this nonsense up? I'm just bemused.
[I'm disappointed that the Ariya doesn't have true one-pedal driving. It slows the car down to a NEAR stop, but doesn't stop the car—you need to use the brake pedal for that. One big advantage of true one-pedal driving is that after the car stops it will stay stopped without your foot on the brake, at least on flat road. Well, i just learned today that the Ariya makes up for that with a "brake hold" control: turn it on, and you can press on the brake pedal and release it and the car will stay stopped until you hit the accelerator pedal again. Can't wait to try it next time I drive. It will make up in part for the lack of a true one-pedal mode.
I think the car is getting better and better as I continue to learn its features. In this case, as with a favorite camera, I think it's worth continuing to learn all the features, because eventually you will discover a few that you missed but that are useful to you. I'm going to keep working at it.
As an aside, one flaw of EVs they're discovering is that people who use regen braking use the physical brakes so seldomly that in some cases the rotors will start to rust! So they recommend hard braking with the brake pedal every so often. Regen braking is otherwise so effective that many people never have to replace their brake pads on an EV during the entire duration of their ownership. In the case of the Ariya, using the physical brake pedal actually activates regen braking except for the final stop and for hard or panic stops, so you're still getting the energy savings of regen braking even when using the pedal. —Mike]
Posted by: Kye Wood | Wednesday, 13 August 2025 at 07:40 PM
I was so sad when I read you didn't have that camera any more and so relieved when I learned you actually still had it!
I'm happy for you :)
Posted by: Thomas Paris | Thursday, 14 August 2025 at 03:02 AM
I've done stuff like this (the losing of the camera) and it's a horrible feeling. I once withdrew some money from a cashpoint and forgot to take it from the machine because I was extremely tired.
By the time I realised and went back, somebody else was using the machine and it was too late.
Posted by: Roger Bradbury | Thursday, 14 August 2025 at 05:00 AM
I left a Gossen light meter on a bench and walked away after taking some pictures. An hour later, I realized my sloppiness and rushed back. It was gone. Huh??? Who possibly now has the slightest idea what that odd little device with an incomprehensible display does? Why take it? I have some spare meters, so a newer one took its place.
Posted by: Kodachromeguy | Thursday, 14 August 2025 at 12:45 PM
So glad you got the camera back! Since we’re on the topic, I once left a camera bag full of gear on a seat next to a slot machine in a Las Vegas casino well after midnight. I don’t remember how long it was there; at least an hour I think. I went back and it was gone. I went to the security booth as a bit of a Hail Mary and sure enough someone had found it and handed it in. The guard was even more surprised than I was that someone had handed it in to them.
Posted by: Ed Hawco | Thursday, 14 August 2025 at 01:04 PM
About regen braking...I often come out of our supermarket on a ramp, which slows me down without using the brake pedal. However: it doesn't hold like a brake does. If you sit there for a moment unaware of what's going on, you may find the car rolling backwards. To keep it from doing that, you must use the brake, or keep power on the accelerator. In fact, there is a brake function on my car (a Mercedes plug-in SUV) where, if you are on a slope, you have to hit the brake hard, and a little sign pops up on the dashboard video screen that says "Hold." In any case, you should try this on a slope yourself to see if you have the same problem. And frankly, I doubt that the "regen" gives you enough power to work the cigarette lighter.
Posted by: John Camp | Thursday, 14 August 2025 at 07:25 PM
Maybe no wanted a BW only camera?
8^)
Posted by: KeithB | Thursday, 14 August 2025 at 10:12 PM
"i (sic) just learned today that the Ariya makes up for that with a "brake hold" control: turn it on, and you can press on the brake pedal and release it and the car will stay stopped until you hit the accelerator pedal again."
https://historicvehicles.com.au/historic-car-feature/history-of-hill-holding/
There's nothing new under the sun -- or something like that.
I'm glad to hear the Sigma is back with its rightful owner!
Posted by: Dave | Friday, 15 August 2025 at 01:06 PM
Re: "brake hold"
This isn't a new thing. I have this feature on my 15 year old car. My ex-girlfriend had it on her Subaru at least 25 years ago. Quite handy when at a full stop on a hill.
It is particularly useful at a full stop on a hill in a car with a manual transmission. Trying to simultaneously step on the clutch, the brake, and the accelerator can be a challenge for those of us with less than three feet! (Not that this is an issue for your new Ariya.)
Posted by: kevin willoughby | Sunday, 17 August 2025 at 12:11 AM